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Cuz ur by my side

Lenii <3 — Mon, 27 Sep 2010 07:19:51 +0000

Today nothin matters. No nothin matters.

Cuz u. Ohh uu. Ur by my side. OhOhOhOh.

Were just happy. we dont need anythin but us. us.

Feels just like time stands still. Erythins alright.

Cuz u. oh uu. ur by my side.

Every Little Corner Of My Heart

Lenii <3 — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 10:05:48 +0000

Its one month and a few days from now.

Yeah I know I´d better stop lovin u baby.

Is anyone..ANYONE..able to tell me how ?

I cant imagine stop lovin u. Theres no way for me.

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When I fell in love with u my cute cute prince.

It felt so real.. so true.. like it was simply right.

When I fell in love with u my hero, my prince.

It felt true.. not fake at all.. like it was so right.

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Baby u showed me what honest love feels like.

When I look into ur eyes I forget everything.

Nothin matters anymore. Only thinkin: eep I like.

Nobody can imagine what I feel for u, whatcha mean to me.

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Baby it never gets dark.

Cuz ur touchin every little corner of my heart.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines,

Baby it never gets dark.

Cuz ur touchin every little corner of my heart.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines.

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I´ve cried so many times cuz i missed u.

Hey without u it was pretty hard for me.

To me this was kind of torture, duuh.

But it seems like it wasnt meant to be.

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Baby it never gets dark.

Cuz ur touchin every little corner of my heart.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines,

Baby it never gets dark.

Cuz ur touchin every little corner of my heart.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines.

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Maybe fightin nd just thinkin bout u is betta.

Just have the feelin that ur somewhere in the world.

So honest, so special, so NOT MINE. Aaaaah !

But I know I´ll b over u cuz I´m a strong gurl. (bridge)

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Baby it never gets dark.

Cuz ur touchin every little corner of my heart.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines,

Baby it never gets dark.

Cuz ur touchin every little corner of my heart.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines.

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This love wasnt bout how much I mourned bout u.

It was bout how much u meant to me, baby.

It was about the way u touched my heart, oohoh.

When i looked into ur eyes i just stood there & stared.

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Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines.

Baby with u on my mind.

Sun always shines.

Most of the pain is away. Gone.

But sun still shines. Shines. Shiiines.

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Lenii<33 maybe my last song bout Chris (;

Lookin For Some Love

Lenii <3 — Thu, 17 Jun 2010 18:12:15 +0000

Again I´m walkin along my own path.

Suffering, with my badly broken heart.

Oh I´m just lookin for some love.

But somehow every little love is fallin apart.

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Short time I walked with Chris along the path.

But I had to leave. Now I´m out in the dark.

Pretty souldestroying to loose my everything.

But I´m just glad that I got the chance to meet him.

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Whoaahooo I´d just need a little love.

Whoaahooo to light up this freezin dark.

Whoaahooo I´m looking for some love.

Whoaahooo cuz without lifes so hard.

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For a while I had everything I needed.

Nothin & nobody kept me from smilin.

The time we had togeather was beautiful.

The Goodbye we tried to say was paiinful.

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I thought wiff this goodbye we´re over.

“Accidentally” I saw you again and so.

You´re so often on my mind agaiin.

I´d wanna forget you. But I simply cant.

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Whoaahooo I´d just need a little love.

Whoaahooo to light up this freezin dark.

Whoaahooo I´m looking for some love.

Whoaahooo cuz without lifes so hard.

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Seems not like an accidant that we met again.

Cuz it would never happen. That place. That time.

This situation makes it pretty hard for me.

To lettin go. To forget. To leave my king.

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Youre someone I´m gonna always look up to.

I´m so proud to know somebody like u.

We gave each other energy.

Yeah we´ve been more than just colleages.

And everythin that lasts is a beautiful but hard GOODBYE.

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Whoaahooo I´d just need a little love.

Whoaahooo to light up this freezin dark.

Whoaahooo I´m looking for some love.

Whoaahooo cuz without lifes so hard.

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So again I´m walkin along my own path.

Suffering, with my badly broken heart.

Oh I´m just lookin for some love.

But somehow every little love is fallin apart.

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Whoaahoo one thing makes it so hard to resume.

Whoaahoo cuz I only see u in other guys. Only u. Always Youuuuuuu.

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Lenii <33 the weeks after THE GOODBYE are damn hard.

Not Rain – But Tears

Lenii <3 — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 19:53:05 +0000

Chris cause of u I was the happiest girl in the world.

I was constantly laughing and smiling. A happy girl.

You gave me all I needed, you kept me grounded.

It’s the best feeling being from sb like you surrounded.

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You changed so many things going on in my head.

But seems like we gotta go our own ways. That’s bad.

I loved ur jokes.. you entertained me every day.

But mainly you´ve been simply there for me I gotta say.

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Today I´m driving lonely through the rain.

Always with you on my mind nd a lot of pain.

I thought my face would be wet cuz of the rain.

But I realized these are my tears and not the rain.

It hurts badly to know that you´ll never be mine.

Though I know togeather we would be so damn fine.

No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears.

No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears. Tears.

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I never had to worry. Never had to have fears.

Cuz I exactly knew. Whatever happens. Ur here.

I loved these incredible feeling you gave to me.

But that more it hurts to know its gone. Just away.

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I love remembering the last day with you at work.

A staffer said I should punch you for fun. Such a jerk.

I said no. You said: But whats bout a goodbyekiss ?

I smiled, went up to you, and I just kissed ur cheek.

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Today I´m driving lonely through the rain.

Always with you on my mind nd a lot of pain.

I thought my face would be wet cuz of the rain.

But I realized these are my tears and not the rain.

It hurts badly to know that you´ll never be mine.

Though I know togeather we would be so damn fine.

No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears.

No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears. Tears.

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What I love remebering even more than our last day.

Are the last few seconds with my sweet cute boy.

You smiled and u didn’t know how to say goodbye.

U just said Ciao&waved me looking deep into my eyes.

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The reason why I´m writin my third song bout u darling.

Is that I just wanna hold these moments and feelings.

I could write a hundred more songs about you baby.

But without sense. Cuz how could I forget about u baby ?

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Today I´m driving lonely through the rain.

Always with you on my mind nd a lot of pain.

I thought my face would be wet cuz of the rain.

But I realized these are my tears and not the rain.

Cuz it hurts badly to know that you´ll never be mine.

Though I know togeather we would be so damn fine.

No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears.

No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears. Tears.

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But its okay that you arent in my life anymore. NOT.

Its okay that you suddenly are simply gone. NOT.

Yeah its okay that you´ve been a part of my life. NOT.

Its okay. Okay.. Somehow I´m gonna survive. NOT. NOT.

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Lenii<33 He´s gone.

Stay

Lenii <3 — Wed, 26 May 2010 16:33:52 +0000

I´m thinkin bout u every second of the day.

Baby, tell me, why cant there be another way ?

I enjoy it, but hate it at the same time.

Hey boy, I just wished u would be mine.

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Only a few days more and you´ll quit my life.

And then.. then I gotta find out how to survive.

You. My everything. My prince. My friend.

You´re leaving. And where´s the happy end ?

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I´d be begging on my knees if it made you stay.

I´d give up simply everything I have for u, kay ?

I´m so afraid of loosin the human who makes me,

Without sayin anything, totally happy & smiling.

Please stay! Without you I´m not complete.

Come stay! You are the better half of me.

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I only got to look into your beautiful eyes.

& You make my laugh. You make me cry.

I don’t want to loose u. Cant you see ?

No.. without u its gonna be not easy.

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Friends of mine think okay that girl´s in love.

But why ? She knows his name. That’s all.

But no guys.. I spent so many time with him.

And yes I´m freaking out because of him !

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I´d be begging on my knees if it made you stay.

I´d give up simply everything I have for u, kay ?

I´m so afraid of loosin the human who makes me,

Without sayin anything, totally happy & smiling.

Please stay! Without you I´m not complete.

Come stay! You are the better half of me.

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I like how you are always smiling and happy.

I´d like to learn that from you. Come teach me (:

Oh, It hurts to see your face in simply everyone.

To know. There was that cute guy. But he´s gone.

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Because of you I get totally crazy.. its weird.

Your takin away my little sorrows & fears.

You are the one who could badly break my heart.

But u arent like that. U don’t even think bout to start.

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I´d be begging on my knees if it made you stay.

I´d give up simply everything I have for u, kay ?

I´m so afraid of loosin the human who makes me,

Without sayin anything, totally happy & smiling.

Please stay! Without you I´m not complete.

Come stay! You are the better half of me.

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Yah.. theres that girl who you call yours.

That makes this thing just worse & worse.

But I hope you are happy with her and shes cute.

Because then shes someone who belongs to you.

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Staayy.. dont leave.

Come staayy.. its killin me.

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Lenii<33 bout fake-liam (Chris).

What I know Is Enough For Loving You

Lenii <3 — Fri, 21 May 2010 15:14:05 +0000

I came in I didn’t know whats waiting for me.

I thought oh my gosh this guy is good looking.

You told another staffer I´d be great for you.

From this moment for me there was only you.

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Staffs told me you were an asshole nd so on.

And I thought.. oh dear.. whats goin on ?

I quickly realized that you were like that, yeah.

But not with me. I knew you´d never dare.

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You told me there´d be a difference between.

Me and all these other strange strange teens.

Cuz I dont simply talk that much as others.

Though you´re more intrested in me than them,ha!

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I think I started loving that good lookin guy.

Sweet smile. Great hair. Charming. Beautiful eyes.

U bother to teach me everything slowly at work.

So that I can understand. Not like all the other jerks.

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Its not very much what I know about you baby.

But look..its enough for makin me lovin you.

Your incredible. Its so beautiful when ur wiff me.

& ur a cool nice charming, a sweet friend of mine too.

That friend of mine is what you´ll be 2 weeks more.

But then errythins over cuz sadly I gotta go, oh noho.

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So I was in love with you and I got it really bad.

I simply couldn’t get ya outta my head.

I was totally confused. Clumsy. So unconcentrated.

Dropped things. Couldn’t even clearly think.

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U really thought I was only a little shy gurl.

So u told me get more confident gurl.

U said you´d believe in me. That I can do it.

I felt more confident cuz u were there for me.

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You told another staffer to leave us alone.

Cuz u nd me´d have a romantic walk through the hall.

I´d thought oh my god whats happnin here.

You teached me new stuff. It was beautiful, oh dear.

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Whenever u got some new work to do.

You call my name. I should help you.

And my name sounds beautiful out of ur mouth.

I so love when ur callin me for bein wiff u, ooh.

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Its not very much what I know about you baby.

But look..its enough for makin me lovin you.

Your incredible. Its so beautiful when ur wiff me.

& ur a cool nice charming, a sweet friend of mine too.

That friend of mine is what you´ll be 2 weeks more.

But then errythins over cuz sadly I gotta go, oh noho.

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You carry things that are too heavy for me.

That’s not very usual in that entire company.

And once u did sth wrong with the forklift.

I was lookin at you. U tourned red. So funny xD

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Yeah I know you got a gurlfriend boy.

But I think maybe shes just ur toy.

That’s not keepin me from liking you.

No..no.. cuz that’s what I do (:

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Its not very much what I know about you baby.

But look..its enough for makin me lovin you.

Your incredible. Its so beautiful when ur wiff me.

& ur a cool nice charming, a sweet friend of mine too.

That friend of mine is what you´ll be 2 weeks more.

But then errythins over cuz sadly I gotta go, oh noho. Noo.

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by Lenii <33 bout that cute guy at work xD fake-Liam!

You Can´t Change Who I Am

Lenii <3 — Sat, 01 May 2010 10:57:57 +0000

Thahahahaa.. Hahaahaa.. Gotta laugh so hard.

Thahahahaa.. Hahaahaa.. Gotta laugh so hard.

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I´m crankin up my music just as loud as its possible.

I´m screamin the lyrics and yeah I´m just dancin.

My moms yellin.. „Turn off that mess.. Immediately“.

„U dont tell me what I gotta do“!I´m crankin up smilin.

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Someone bumps into me. „Guy are you nuts ?

„Who do u think who u are?“ „Excuse me gurl.“

„Shut up, boy. And dont do that again, got it ?“

Afterwards my friend says „Dont b that unfriendly“.

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Hey guys whats up are u crazy ? Nobodys gonna stop Leni !

U want me to change, forbid things. No! Cuz thats who I am !

So u jerks r runnin nd runnin after me as fast as u can.

U want me to take another line. No thanks, guys.. Im fine.

I´m just walkin but u dont catch me anyway. I´m holdin that line.

U never stopped me. U dont stop me. Ur not gonna stop me. U cant !

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„Gurl.. U gotta put on somethin different..u cant wear this.

Its too cold for these clothes and you are lookin like a bitch“.

„Dad.. I´m gonna wear what I want and when I want kay ?

I know what I want and what I need.. Got it ? I´m no baby.“

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That guy who got me once is thinkin he could be funny.

„Hey guy.. or better said gAy.. shut up ! No pity.

If u gay think u could b critisizin me or make fun of me.

I´m gonna show u how sorry ull b. Now get away“!

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Hey guys whats up are u crazy ? Nobodys gonna stop Leni !

U want me to change, forbid things. No! Cuz thats who I am !

So u jerks r runnin nd runnin after me as fast as u can.

U want me to take another line. No thanks, guys.. Im fine.

I´m just walkin but u dont catch me anyway. I´m holdin that line.

U never stopped me. U dont stop me. Ur not gonna stop me. U cant !

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Thahahahaa.. Hahaahaa.. Gotta laugh so hard.

Thahahahaa.. Hahaahaa.. Gotta laugh so hard.

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Its so sensless that u guys are thinkin u could catch me.

That u guys were thinkin u could change sth bout Leni.

You were wrong. You realized u cant. Now ur just like „Damn.“

I´m not lettin some guys change anythin of who I am. Thats who I aamm.

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Lenii<33 yeah.. that happened all yesterday. was a good day. not been that nice gurl but.. who cares (:

Feelings

Lenii <3 — Thu, 15 Apr 2010 17:35:36 +0000

I´m out with my friends tonight.

I´d wish I´d have a funny night.

But somethins wrong with me.

I´d wanna go home.. just sleep.

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It´s a strange feelin overflowin me.

A negative feelin cause of what I´m doin.

I´d simply like to be happy..not to doubt.

But instead.. instead I´m freakin out.

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My feelins are unstoppable..just unstoppable.

But you gotta live ur feelins. Know what I mean ?

I really like them. theyre special. just incredible.

I´m under their controle. Thats what I´ve seen.

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I wanna be happy they make me sad.

I cant help it I cant getem out of my head.

I´d like to say somethin but my feelins are refusin.

And out of my mouth comes simply nothin.

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Theres one damn strange feelin.

That kind of Idontcareboutanythinfeelin.

It makes me simply lettin happnin evrythin.

And it puts me down.. I´m goin crazy.

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My feelins are unstoppable..just unstoppable.

But you gotta live ur feelins. Know what I mean ?

I really like them. theyre special. just incredible.

I´m under their controle. Thats what I´ve seen.

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I never know which feelins the next one.

Its a kinda rush. Suddenly happens.. BOOM.

So surprisin.. refreshin.. just breathetakin.

Thats what I luv so damn much bout my feelins.

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My feelins are decidin the ways I go.

Theyre leadin me. Tellin me where to go.

Some are givin me energy..makin me fearless.

And others are takin me down. Some take my breathe.

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My feelins are unstoppable..just unstoppable.

But you gotta live ur feelins. Know what I mean ?

I really like them. theyre special. just incredible.

I´m under their controle. Thats what I´ve seen.

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Dont try to stop them. Dont stop. Dont stop.

Theyre gonna hit cha. Gonna hit cha. Hit cha.

Dont try to stop them. Dont stop. Dont stop.

They make life better (: Just better. Betteeeerrr.

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Lenii<33

Rain x3

Lenii <3 — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 16:16:52 +0000

La laa la la laaa la la la la la laa la.

La laa la la laaa laa la laaa.

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Standiin on the balcony.

Damn freezin out there.

Ohh its a raiinin monday.

Enjoyin the beautiful rain out there.

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Ohh how I´d luv to..Can´t explain.

Singin.. Danciin in the raiin.

My hair´d be beautifully stringy.

Ohh how I luv this feeling.

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So in love with watchiin raiin.

So in love with listniin to raiin.

I simply love the way raiin smells.

So in love with jumping into puddles.

My favourite rain-combination..well..

Forest-raiin..simply rockss..cant tell.

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When I was a baby girl playin in the rain.

My mom yelled „Get in. Or you´ll get ill.“

But Ive just been so in love with rain.

Its such a special thing. Cant explain.

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Summerrain. Thats my favourite one.

On warm street. That smell. Just awesome.

Raiin does such beautiful feelings to me.

And ohh.. a wonderful raiinbow. eeeep.

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So in love with watchiin raiin.

So in love with listniin to raiin.

I simply love the way raiin smells.

So in love with jumping into puddles.

My favourite rain-combination..well..

Forest-raiin..simply rockss..cant tell.

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To me its so damn fascinatiin..its top.

Let me explain what I mean.

I mean..That every single raiindrop.

Plays its own beautiful melody.

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It´s unbelievable. Just so incredible.

How evry single raiindrop.

Knows exactly where it belongs.

Hows that possible ? Only nature knows.

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So in love with watchiin raiin.

So in love with listniin to raiin.

I simply love the way raiin smells.

So in love with jumping into puddles.

My favourite rain-combination..well..

Forest-raiin..simply rockss..cant tell.

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La laa la la laaa la la la la la laa la.

La laa la la laaa laa la laaa.

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Lenii<33 Raiin ♥

Lettin You Go

Lenii <3 — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 22:08:43 +0000

Wish u were by my side.

We´d had a beautiful night.

But I can´t do this anymore.

Baby it´s so damn sore.

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U meant evrythin to me.

That´s what I clearly see.

But I can´t go on like this.

No baby.. please.. no kiss !

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It took way too many days till I realized,

that I can´t go on cuz I lost myself in ur eyes.

This is not what I want my life to be.

Just thinkin bout u. Forgettin me.

No baby. I gotta let you go. Please go.

I´m lettin you go. Please baby, Go !

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I believed in everythin u said.

I couldn´t get u out of my head.

But its now time for lettin u go.

And I know I´ll miss u so.

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It´s just another song about u.

Baby ur so sweet. why do u ?

That makes it hard to let u go.

But there´s no other way. No.

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It took way too many days till I realized,

that I can´t go on cuz I lost myself in ur eyes.

This is not what I want my life to be.

Just thinkin bout u. Forgettin me.

No baby. I gotta let you go. Please go.

I´m lettin you go. Please baby, Go !

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I never wanted a fight with u.

So I put up wiff evrythin from u.

But now I realized that it was wrong.

So now I luv kickin u cuz I´m strong.

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Good to be one of ur besties.

One u can always talk or laugh with.

I couldn´t let u go completely yet.

But I hope I´ll manage to, yeah .

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Wish u were by my side.

We´d had a beautiful night.

But I can´t do this anymore.

Baby I´m so sorry. So sorry.

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Lenii<33 Tryin lettin him go.