Not Rain – But Tears
Juni 3, 2010 von Lenii <3
Chris cause of u I was the happiest girl in the world.
I was constantly laughing and smiling. A happy girl.
You gave me all I needed, you kept me grounded.
It’s the best feeling being from sb like you surrounded.
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You changed so many things going on in my head.
But seems like we gotta go our own ways. That’s bad.
I loved ur jokes.. you entertained me every day.
But mainly you´ve been simply there for me I gotta say.
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Today I´m driving lonely through the rain.
Always with you on my mind nd a lot of pain.
I thought my face would be wet cuz of the rain.
But I realized these are my tears and not the rain.
It hurts badly to know that you´ll never be mine.
Though I know togeather we would be so damn fine.
No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears.
No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears. Tears.
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I never had to worry. Never had to have fears.
Cuz I exactly knew. Whatever happens. Ur here.
I loved these incredible feeling you gave to me.
But that more it hurts to know its gone. Just away.
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I love remembering the last day with you at work.
A staffer said I should punch you for fun. Such a jerk.
I said no. You said: But whats bout a goodbyekiss ?
I smiled, went up to you, and I just kissed ur cheek.
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Today I´m driving lonely through the rain.
Always with you on my mind nd a lot of pain.
I thought my face would be wet cuz of the rain.
But I realized these are my tears and not the rain.
It hurts badly to know that you´ll never be mine.
Though I know togeather we would be so damn fine.
No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears.
No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears. Tears.
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What I love remebering even more than our last day.
Are the last few seconds with my sweet cute boy.
You smiled and u didn’t know how to say goodbye.
U just said Ciao&waved me looking deep into my eyes.
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The reason why I´m writin my third song bout u darling.
Is that I just wanna hold these moments and feelings.
I could write a hundred more songs about you baby.
But without sense. Cuz how could I forget about u baby ?
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Today I´m driving lonely through the rain.
Always with you on my mind nd a lot of pain.
I thought my face would be wet cuz of the rain.
But I realized these are my tears and not the rain.
Cuz it hurts badly to know that you´ll never be mine.
Though I know togeather we would be so damn fine.
No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears.
No its not raiin makin my face so wet. But tears. Tears.
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But its okay that you arent in my life anymore. NOT.
Its okay that you suddenly are simply gone. NOT.
Yeah its okay that you´ve been a part of my life. NOT.
Its okay. Okay.. Somehow I´m gonna survive. NOT. NOT.
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Lenii<33 He´s gone. </3
