Why Exactly You ?

You´ve been just one of many people in my life.

You often took care of me when I was a baby.

When we met you played with me, we laughed.

But suddenly you had to go. It was damn hard.

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I remember the day he took you with him.

It was the last schoolday. We were at a concert of Pink.

At the end of the concert when we sat in the car,

My mom said: „I gotta tell you sth. and it´s gonna be hard.“

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I just don´t understand that system.

You´ve been such a good girl and then,

He picked you up and took you to heaven.

Then I realized you´ve been an important part of my life.

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I joked. I didn´t expect it to be something so sad.

But then mom tried to tell me that you´re gone. Taken to heaven.

I thought about that. I needed time to realize,

That I´ll never see you again. Never again.

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I just don´t understand that system.

You´ve been such a good girl and then,

He picked you up and took you to heaven.

Then I realized you´ve been an important part of my life.

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On the way back home I sat in the car,

Praying for you. Asking Jesus to look after you well.

Today huge amounts of tears are rolling down my cheeks.

I simply don´t get why exactly you had to leave.

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Now I´m sitting on my bed writing this song for you.

The ink is totally blurred because of my tears. But I know,

You understand what I would wanna tell you if we met.

You´re looking down on us. You´re still there. I love you, don´t forget.

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Lenii<33 written 4 my deceased cousin ♥

Love Or Hate Me

People don´t like the things I do.

I don´t care and I want you to know.

That you won´t change my personage.

Go on like that and you´ll lose my faith.

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Like me or not. Hate me if you want.

Taken as I am is all I wanna be.

Love or hate me but don´t try to change me.

Friends like my potencies and antonies.

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Maybe I´m not the one your looking for.

And if, don´t try to make me that someone.

You don´t like me, you hate me? Yeah..it´s ok.

But then let me be. Go out of my way.

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Each of us with our own characters.

We should be tolerated as we are.

Nobody got the right to change someone.

Thats poor. Not right. Just awful. No fun.

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Like me or not. Hate me if you want.

Taken as I am is all I wanna be.

Love or hate me but don´t try to change me.

Friends like my potencies and antonies.

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If I laugh or cry, my besties love me.

If I win or lose doesn´t matter.

I got my potencies and antonies.

Don´t try to change me.  Just Disappear!

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Lenii <33

All I Need

Sha la la la laa. La La La Laa.

I got simply everything I need.

Sha la la la laa. La La La Laa.

Its awesome, so awesome, as it  is. 

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I got my besties, my guardian angels.

They stand by my side every moment.

I can trust them. They take care of me.

My angels never let me down. Never!

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I got my super amazing family.

My mom does everything for me.

My dad makes me laugh when I´m down.

And with my sisters it´s alwas fun.

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All I need are angels, who stand by my side.

Music, which is a damn huge part of my life.

Nature with it´s brightly shiny sun.

A home where I feel loved and welcome.

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I got nature. One of the best inventions.

When I look at sunrises and sunsets,

I´m in a kind of flush cuz its amazing.

It makes me happy and I forget evrything.

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I got music, which Ilove to death.

It lets bad feelings dissappear, yeah.

Music is a damn huge part of my life.

Without I wasn´t able to survive.

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All I need are angels, who stand by my side.

Music, which is a damn huge part of my life.

Nature with it´s brightly shiny sun.

And a home where I feel loved and welcome.

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Sha la la la laa. La La La Laa.

I got simply everything I need.

Sha la la la laa. La La La Laa.

Its awesome, so awesome, as it  is.

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Lenii<33 Perfectly happy with what I got.

Shy Prince Charming ♥

Never said „I love you“.

Havnt had the heart to.

Always have been dreaming.

Never talked ´bout feelings.

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Knew you´d feelings, too.

But it was the same with u.

You always were just dreaming.

You never talked ´bout feelings.

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Shortly we talked bout feelings.

You said „I got no feelings“.

You don´t wanna be hurt.

So you ignore sentiments.

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Now for me its hard to know.

You love me but you´ll never show.

Won´t hurt you. Boy I love you.

Please let me know you love me, too.

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Ohhh I cant sleep at night.

Wishing you were by my side.

Tears are rolling down my cheeks.

Whishing you´d come and kiss me.

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The way you always look at me.

The way you hug me when we meet.

The way you always smile at me.

That shows me that you love me.

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Can´t you get over your fear ?

The only thing I wanna hear,

is that you love me boy.

I believe in you sweet boy.

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Yeah for me its hard to know.

You love me but you´ll never show.

Won´t hurt you. Boy I love you.

Please let me know you love me, too.

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You told me „I don´t love you“.

I´m totally sure you do.

Yes I know you and your fear.

But once we´ll let it dissapear.

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Togeather.. Togeather..

You and me..

Togeather.. Togeather..

You and me..

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Lenii <33 Boy I love you (:

Secret love [♥]

We are good friends, since we met first time.

Classmates made fun of us, sayin you were mine.

That time I havnt been feelin anything.

Today  I think perhaps I have been.

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Think you´re sweet. I know you like me, too.

But our friends, if they knew what would they do ?

We both togeather, yeah you and me.

Would we be happy ? For sure we´d be.

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I know you feel it, too.

The love between me and you.

We´re just not able to show.

Cuz then our friends would know.

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Everytime we sit side by side holdin´hands.

It feels so good but we feel we gotta hide.

Its secret love between you and me.

Our own little secret. Do you see ?

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Why can´t it be a little easier ?

Not havin´to hide would be magical.

But we havn´t got the heart to show that.

They could split us. This could be our end.

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I know you feel it, too.

The love between me and you.

We´re just not able to show.

Cuz then our friends would know.

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Before givin a chance to destroy evrything.

I want our love to be a secret thing.

It´s hard to hide such amazing feelings.

But when we´re togeather I forget that.. Everything !

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Let it be our little secret.

And our love will never die.

We belong togeather.

You know this is no lie.

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Lenii <33 … written for … that´s a little secret (:

Life´s Like A Rollercoasterride

There are many sad and bad moments in our lives,

We really think its impossible to survive.

How to go on ? It gets harder ´stead of easier.

We´re on the lowest point of the rollercoaster.

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There are many fantastic moments in our lives,

we are happy and we got evrything to survive.

We´re dancing ´round ´nd celebrating together.

We´re on the highest point of the rollercoaster.

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To me life´s something like an extra long rollercoasterride.

Cuz you get the same feelings like in a rollercoasterride:

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It always goes up and down. And up and down.

Curtly it goes straight ahead. Happiness all ´round.

When it goes down we fear to fall and scream out loud.

There are curves. So it feels like we would fall out.

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There are many crazy moments in our lives,

we are scared ,manic and happy at the same time.

Yeah..These are the curves of the rollercoasterride.

Watch out guys. Otherwise you´ll fall from side to side.

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There are many moments of ease in our lives,

Feels like we´r on the end of the rollercoasterride.

We are eased that we managed lot of challenges.

That we got over our fear. That we havn´t cancelled.

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To me life´s something like an extra long rollercoasterride.

Cuz you get the same feelings like in a rollercoasterride:

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It always goes up and down. And up and down.

Curtly it goes straight ahead. Happiness all ´round.

When it goes down we fear to fall and scream out loud.

There are curves. So it feels like we would fall out.

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Yeah lifes like a rollercoasterride.

Cuz it feels like a rollercoasterride.

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Lenii <33

Memories

You can try to forget old pain.

Changin past doesnt work. No.No!

Possibly you will get insane.

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You gotta stand by what u´ve done.

Past will chase you again nd again.

Watch out ! Past will catch you soon.

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You can´t change past.

Now its too late !

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Don´t run away from old memories.

Remember then you´ll learn from these.

Don´t mourn about the good old times. No !

Live your live right here and now. Now Go !

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“ Do you still remember when we .. ? “

“ Yes, it was so fine as a child ! „

Talkin like that doesnt make happy !

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You miss your good old times so much ?

Start bringin back the good old times !

You just have to do something. Get up !

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You can´t relive past.

Now its too late !

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Don´t mourn about the good old times. No !

Live your live right here and now. Now Go !

Don´t run away from old memories.

Remember then you´ll learn from these.

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Don´t run away from old memories.

Remember then you´ll learn from these.

Don´t mourn about the good old times. No !

Live your live right here and now. Now Go !

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Leave all the pain from past behind you.

Bring back moments from past that were good !

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Lenii<33

 

Scared Of Changes

Now I am sitting here.

In an enormous fear.

How is it gonna be ?

Will it be hard on me ?

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Is it good. Is it bad ?

So muchs running through my head.

Could this change my life ?

I. Do. Not. Want. To. Drive.

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I´m so scared of changes.

See how hard my pain is ?

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Oh, Why can´t it stay as it is ?

In love. In harmony. In peace.

Gosh, I hate experiencing new.

And now what ? What I´m gonna do ?

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No chance to leave this out ?

I´m happy wiff what I´ve got.

Why do things have to change ?

Theres pain in my heart. Yeah, pain.

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If I don´t let happen,

Soon I will be taken.

They´d take me away.

Wouldn´t be allowed to stay.

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I´m so scared of changes.

See how hard my pain is ?

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Oh, Why can´t it stay as it is ?

In love. In harmony. In peace.

Gosh, I hate experiencing new.

And now what ? What I´m gonna do ?

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And if I worked harder.

Then would it be easier ?

But now I have to go.

Not knowing what I´ll go through.

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Now I´m lying in bed.

Praying it won´t be bad.

To me this feels so strange.

I. Do. Not. Want. A. Change.

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I´m so scared of changes.

See how hard my pain is ?

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It is like ice cold water.

And I do.not.want.to.jump.in.

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Lenii<33

Stop, Ur unfair !

Today I strolled wiff my friend Brandy.

Were goofin round and we were happy.

But suddenly I got a bad shock. (Gosh!)

A dove in which a kind of needle  stucked.

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It was really hard on me to see,

I cant really help this poor little thing.

Ruined my day. I felt angry in some way.

How could sb do that ? Thats not okay !

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What do you think who you are ?

To afford hurting a innoncent creature ?

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Oh I fail to see you really did that.

Do you even know how unfair you are ?

You are damn unfair. Stop acting like that !

Anger is no apologize. Never dare !

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We often are angry and so act wrong.

So I´m sitting here writing this song.

I want people to think before acting.

Cause anger is no ground for hurting.

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Cruelty to animals is cause of anger.

Anger on oneself. Not on creatures.

Please get that u mustnt hurt others.

Its your problem. yeah, its only yours !

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What do you think who you are ?

To afford hurting an innoncent creature ?

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Oh I fail to see you really did that.

Do you even know how unfair you are ?

You are damn unfair. Stop acting like that !

Anger is no apologize. Never dare !

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NEVER DARE !

Dont hurt others cuz of ur problems.

NEVER DARE !

Dont hurt others. Solve ur problems.

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Lenii<33

You Mean The World To Me

Sha la laaa.. Sha la la la la laaa..

Do da dooo.. Do da do da do dooo..

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No_O it isnt self evident at all.

That I hardly never´ve gotta fall.

No_O it isnt common how it is.

Its great. It really means a lot to me.

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Woh_O you give me evrything I need.

Always a place for me to take a seat.

Woh_O you make a difference to me.

Cheering me up. Yeah someone who holds me.

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Sha la laaa.. Sha la la la la laaa..

Do da dooo.. Do da do da do dooo..

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Yeahyeaah..You are my absolute best friend.

Sha la laa.. You always are my holding hand.

Yeahyeaah..Youhoo. You mean the world to me.

Sha la laa.. You are like I would wanna be.

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No_O you have never let me down.

You are my  home. That´s been always shown.

No_O you never punished me for nothing.

You dry my teers. Give me new energy.

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Woh_O I havn´t really got to fret.

Cause I know you´ll truly settle that.

Woh_O you´ve made evrythin so great.

You let me run along the home-straight.

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Sha la laaa.. Sha la la la la laaa..

Do da dooo.. Do da do da do dooo..

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Yeahyeaah..You are my absolute best friend.

Sha la laa.. You always are my holding hand.

Yeahyeaah..Youhoo. You mean the world to me.

Sha la laa.. You are like I would wanna be.

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Sha la laaa.. Sha la la la la laaa..

Do da dooo.. Do da do da do dooo..

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La la laa la laa.. you mean the world to me.

Yeah yeah yeaah.. you.. meeeaaan.. theee.. wooorld.. too.. meee.. (:

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Thank YOU so much. For evrythin. Ur incredible.

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Lenii<3